Why Cant I

why am i not enough for him why does he always complain things aren,t the way they used to be and it will never be the same he doesnt understand we,re older and the things i used to do is now hard and when you need the money back that they borrowed moths before knowing you are in desperate shape yourself and just lie and ignore you sad need new friends he mentions finding someone else and that just breaks my heart i give him all that,s in me wait on him all the time why cant i find my true love to help with broken heart of mine