Why Am I Still Waiting

I still miss you more than ever, But I'll never admit it, Instead I'll pretend that I'm fine, And watch you be with her. She says she doesn't know why She's with you but I know Deep in your heart you Love her And that's why I have to let you go. Once not so long ago that was me You held onto so tight, That shining smile was for me As well as the kisses you two now share. I've been holding on and I don't Even know why anymore, So I guess this is one final goodbye And I'll be on my way. I just wanted you to know I've Never lied to you, I tried To be what you needed, but I guess My love wasn't enough. Why is it that you moved on Right away and I'm still Holding on? After all we've been Through, but I guess it's over. You know the sun still shines, And the moon still glows, But everything seems to've slowed Down and faded since you left. I wish there was a way to Let you know that After all you put me through I'm still in love with you. But I know you don't want To hear any of it, So why am I still standing here Waiting, always waiting?