Who I Was To Who I Am

There I was and yet here I still am once chasing that feeling,now with Gods help and by His grace becoming a good man my mother prayed and grandma cried... my actions said I didn't care back there are haunting memories,situations,instances I seldom ever share when He sat me down in a concrete room... I cried myself to sleep wondering of who I'd become,trying on my own to be strong... but,still feeling so weak I prayed and asked Jesus to pick me up once again I apologized and prayed to my savior "Lord get me out of this sin!" so here I am years later with a life I call my own reading my Bible by the morning light,praising my God who has restored so much and blessed me, with life, a saved wife, and a home!