Who Decides

As I try to follow the protocol of love, I am stuck the time in which others say you should expose your feelings I give up It's too soon they say to express such love this way you don't want to scare him away. So I bottle them up, as they scream for release, seemingly punishing myself of it's wonderful peace. That peace...Ohh that peace of a warm angelic man, to hold me when I need comfort to caress me down to my soul. To fulfill this empty void in my life to make me fill whole. Even though the time may be short in our knowledge of one another, and our desires so bleak, I do hope that someday soon we would become right for each other, as this would put an end to my seek. In the time of just a few short months, chopped into a few short weeks, and divided into a few short days. A feeling of relief has entered my life... my heart is filled with a dreamy haze. I sigh at the thought of you, I smile at it's memories how did I know so soon that you would be right for me. Now don't misunderstand I wish to be good for you too, to fulfill every desire of joy, love, and a commitment so true. The thoughts of colorful glowing explosions of love finally flowing my way sends me on a natural high of ecstasy every single day. Yes in my heart you have entered so full, so fresh, so new in my heart I surrender to every want of loving you I am not ashamed to admit my love at first sight I am more in love with the feeling that you are so right. Pleasures of pure delight smiles of satisfaction growing inside of me at the thought of your reaction Could you be all I hope for? Would you be all I want in a man, and more? So "yes" please take this as a proposition for long, for keeps, for love take this as me wanting the position of being the woman your heart is in search of. Who "really" decides when your expressions of love can be let out in peace???? I DECIDE, I DECIDE, I DECIDE.....I RELEASE!!!!