When Will It End?

Gone The only word that echoes in my mind Searching for the words to say Are the only ones I can't find My heart is left with a gaping hole That can never be refilled The love that once flew so free Is the love that they all killed People used to be so jealous Now they drive us apart He is here; I am there And I'm left with a bleeding heart I lay wretched on the floor My tears resolved on my face His love for me is gone And I scream in this empty place You don't know how much I hurt And you never will Because my love is gone And it is because you kill My soul wanders with the dead My heart sinks like a rock But it couldn't stay afloat No matter how hard it fought The memory I keep seeing Is of the face that dragged me down His lies are his only truth As he laughed and watched me drown I try to resurface From the pain and from the grief And life is left to wallow In the place of gnashing teeth Touching is impossible And recovering is a loss In my sea of tears and despair Is where the waves do toss And dark unwanted skies Linger o'er head As I close my eyes and sleep in peace In death's unforgiving bed