When

when the silence of night takes over when the being happy just seems like too much effort when everyone's back is turned when all hope ceases to exist when laughing becomes painful when you look at the stars and wonder why they are so small when music is the only way you speak when everything is just a shade of grey when you just can't run fast enough when the sky really is falling when secrets no longer exist when being pushed and pulled makes you break when the sting of being stabbed in the back turns numb when just being yourself seems like a foreign concept when you run out of tears when the spark in your eye dies when you reach to find nothing when love is a wish not an emotion when you can feel your heart detearierate when leaving your room is a chore when you wish you could just be good enough when reality takes over when the world is more cruel than ever when crying is how you communicate when you realize you have to lift yourself up when destruction turns into recontruction when you duct tape your life back together when you finally grow a smile on your face when you look up and see the sun smiling back at you when all your efforts pay off when you see the true you