What Do I Deserve

Do I just deserve to have a handful amount of care, love and affection ? or Do I just deserve to always be patient and stay with compassion? or Do I just deserve to take everyone's frustration ? or Do I just deserve to let go things away even when i know that they are done done with deliberation ? or Do I just deserve to fulfil everyone's expectation and comply them with full devotion and no hesitation ? Why do I always have to face people's aggression ? Why cant I get a life filled with satisfaction ? Why cant things be sorted with simple commmunication ? Will you understand my 'mind and heart's expression? Because It will help us to develop a stronger and eternal relation!