What Did I Do?

I lay there dreary eyed And congested Suffering in pain Drowning in silence I sit there distinctively Wrapped inside my blanket Watching the heater Move slowly back and forth I lay there only to feel, Feel the increased tension arise As the hours go by Gently I move Toward the end of the bed As he turned over and said What time is it? I replied And suddenly I could hear all the anger in his voice As he began to yell at me My eyes started to water The sea of tears Swiftly turned into an ocean I could see the enormous disappointment and Increasing anger that approached his face As if I was a thief Who had stolen his wallet I left the room Escaped to my place of solitude I took a shower Only to stand there desiring the pressure of the water Running down my back To give me some relief, relief from what I'm feeling I cried out loud, what did I do? Time and time again Only to hear his voice playing like a broken record Over and over in my head I stay there for awhile and then retrieve to my secret place The place I hide inside And once again, this memory begins and I just pretend That nothing ever happened. I lay down to sleep, close my eyes and Delete If only I knew. What did I do?...