Undecisive Indecision

I watch these flames catch fire Burning bittersweet memories That have been tainted with The touch of cold Hate. It's not you I hate, I could never, It's the feelings you gave me That fuel this rage, I'm not used To feeling so much. They say accept it and move on But I don't know what to accept, Me leaving or you staying? Letting time tear us apart? I want to believe in a future Where we meet again and It's just as it was but Even those dreams elude me. You brought the best out of me, Treated me right, then let me go When all I really wanted was To stay there, in your arms. With you I glimpsed Heaven, Never before felt at peace, "What could've been" takes over My thoughts, drowning me in tears. You seem like you're fine, And I'm happy for you, Yet I wonder at times, Am I not on your mind? Do I just leave behind What I thought was Love? How do I go on with life If you're not by my side? I hope to find the answer soon, I'm starting to waste away, Becoming shrivelled and worn, My heart withered and torn...