Undecided

She sits endlessly Staring upon an empty sheet Thoughts filling every fiber Yet, the page remains blank Chapters from a past Novels for the present Just dreams for the future All locked away Passions to describe Memories to release Within a head heavy head Resting on weak shoulders Self punishment is engulfed Trembling hands refusing to type To protect all From my emotions Illusions of control Shattered by stupidity Reality rising with the sun Another day of contemplation Demanding my eyelids close To sleep Decisions postponed For yet another day