Two Minds

I fall in two minds that leave me with mixed feelings and questions...should I love you or let you go? Am i sure that i need you? Will i ever know? Why did i fall so hard? Why was it you i fell for? How did you scar my heart so bad? Why do i love you more than before? Should i move on before it's too late? Why is it when i work, i can never concentrate? Who else will i meet that i find is made for me? Why do i think you were really made for me? Why are you the poison running through my vains? Is there a cure for these memories planted in my brain? Will there ever be a time i can't tell you how i feel anymore? Do you think i'd still wait for you until forever? Am i even sure? I'm lost in what to do, so what can i say? If wishes come true, why can't things my way?