Two Faces of Me

I walk around with the two faces of me the person I was born and the person I thought People wanted me to be. I changed my name to fit in and find freinds and a male companion who was true or at least that's what I wanted them to be. Things are differnt from the life I thought I had to escaped. More drama, more lies, more abuse, not trust just hate. I look in the mirror and what do I see? the two faces of me, the person I was born and the person I pretend to be. I've learned from those two faces of deceit. I must grow into the being God made me into from birth. Carolyn was the person I became to escape my past to have freinds and be loved by a man. I wasnt loving myself. Carol Renee' Dye is the person I was born yet didnt like so I kept running cause I was afraid of who I felt I wasnt.now I must shed those two faces of me I want to learn to love, honor and respect me for who I am. So with a smile and faith from the King I no ,onger need those two faces of me so just call me Carol Renee'.