Trust No One

~My Heart~ • One last night before the grave • Thousands of thoughts of you I save • -Every night, I experience the same dream • That you haunt me, exposing my sensual needs • You push me, • Into a pit of everything that terrifies me ~LOVE~ I confess, I fear, I avoid!!! In the back of my mind, the moon can’t be as large My heart bleeds, to feel more than two worlds apart Tonight I will embed, your fantasy, my fantasy, The Astros; I project --into your arms, of security Your eyes render A heavenly sanctuary, a slight sick smile to my face You stay, I stay, in a dream we touch lips I venture my heart then I stray, Am I afraid? Feasibly, I’m not open-minded I hide under this mask, these covers, that make me hold back • I echo the moods of past dreams • I proved to sustain a closed book, yet open your way A trusted aspirin, can’t make thoughts of you go away Dramatize persona, the erroneous kind of light Yet it continues to run like hot lava, melting my mind I’m ever so soft, when lost with your words, I’m weak, I feel each time I cross my fingers I’m loss of words I babble, my heart sings Then pretends, nothing is going on Then, I hallucinate of that kiss, and then slowly it fades Tomorrow's another day, every mood will get in the way • Today, I will strain • And make sense of what clogged my main artery • In a holding cellar, like wine it will be worth the wait You plead for me, you pinched my eyes I fall back to reality Avowal, Instructions, Discipline, and Lock Down That explains it all!!! By:PD