To Our Baby Unseen

To these sheets where water broke I sit,the shivering silence with me spoke the tone so broke and empty,the night so merciless and senseless the world became,mind playing games of what happened,what's happening and what could have been,tears I share in tranquil solo as I fear for her sorrow oh lord give her the world tomorrow, These streets my mind walks in so loud yet no one cares what my agony is about,imagination lost temporarily will I trust my vision to paint the future after these tears?blood so clueless invading the privacy of my nose,feeling lost and in misery found this wound so profound,perplexed and skull left open with confusion,brain freezing to this cruel world soothing,shooing stars and cars passes to my silence leaving eternal scars,will we have another baby for this/that one we lost?