To My Granny

So, granny, they tell me you died yesterday i wish i could have known you better, i wish i knew the stories you had, of love and loss, of joy and sorrow, I could sit for hours, listening, and learning A sweet old lady, with a long history, how beautiful is that? I was busy, struggling, with my own story. Wow, i do have regret, a loss, i guess, i should have reached out to you, been your student, what did you have to teach? I hear you were angry, 9 children, dozens of grandchildren and theirs no one visited you, showed you love, not even me. So, you are in the afterlife now, released, and let go of the tired body. Our tears are with you, in our loss, We all loved you, but were too wounded by life, to see you, to know you, to be close. The love we should have had. I painted you, sitting in purgatory, surrounded by the angels of healing, I ask the angels to hold you gently as you cry, and nurture your wounds from this life The colors of regret and anger, dissolving, into acceptance and love. we all need you to heal quickly and be our guide. A voice from heaven teaching us to love more, give more and forgive. We all give thanks to the life you lived, and the lives you brought into this world. We will all appreciate each other more, a little more giving, a little more love, all inspired by the life you lived and left.