6 months now has gone away
And in each moment I miss your face:
Your smile, ur sparkling eyes, the look that always reassured me things were alright.
But now I only have memories to comfort me when fear strikes my life.
Time is long and people say it heals.
Yet in this case I disagree because I miss you still.
I miss our talks about boys and then marriage- how could i make it for fifty years like you and mom.
But now I ask mom what you would say when I feel lost with my husband and here is what she said you would say:
Time has a way of healing. Take each moment as it comes. Don't count your chickens before they hatch because you don't know what's in each one. Love without regret. Put God first in all you do because in the end it doesn't matter- the opinions of the few. Forget about distractions do what you love. Remember I love you and am with you right above.
Spend time with your family - love your husband - you got a good one or else I wouldn't of let him take your hand. I had your beginnings he has your end.
6 months now has gone away. So I will take your advice and cherish everyday. Even though you died your still alive to me. And dad your my angel and for that it means everything.