Thy Love Thy Self

how how couldnt i see it before that im more beftuf8ul than i ever thought why couldnt i see it i was blinded by heart of thy pain thy still felt in thy heart how is it so that i can feel it now how its it that i can feelk it now ' is that i can love myself now since i learned to forgive thwe one thaty heart me deeply insi de ny heart. is it true it takes time to recover and to hill from being broken i need answers this is weird and everything y y ' why do i feel this way . tell me tell me please tell me i need to know i cry and cry inside trying to figuare out what it is thats getting me backk to my old me 'i guess God have a plain for me so isnt that he wants me to be happy eventhough he no imm not perfect which is true wow im so happy that i finally coming back to the old me i run i yell i do everythingt to understand what it is that having be so me not being mad not being sad but might think back to it once in a while or even get upset or sometimes i might just be a happy lilltle soul that just my mix up feelings thats just me