Thoughts of Wreckless Abandon

The inner barrier is broken Sinister notions fill these hollow oceans Of misery, They are surrounding me No ryhme or reason Another cold dark season to hate being me And up go the prayers Just to be consumed in Satans lair Im Far from the innocent smile i used to know When my tender heart would glow I welcome the hooded keeper The reaper of my soul I surrende with Hands outstretched I let it all go She said "Real men dont cry," Whats this then falling from my eyes Just a lie? Just want to die Will heaven deny Hurt has moved in And sits at the head of the table With words that enable A life unstable Is Real happiness just a fable