This Poem

i write this poem to pass away the time to make me forget that loving her was a crime i sit here and type these endless awkward rhymes to help me cope during the darkest of times i write this poem to help my mind forget to stop my eyes from crying, from getting wet stop tears that flows when i am upset i wish that she and i had never met i write this poem because its all i can do with a heart so sad, a life that's so blue i wish that my love for her wasn't true i wish i could live a life that is different and new i write this poem that does not make any sense about a feeling that is so hopelessly intense i write it without even a trace of pretense this is my last stand, my last line of defense i write this poem to bid her goodbye to my existence she will always be the reason why though to my messages she won't reply i will always love her until the day i die