This Feeling

This Feeling Sometimes I sat and cry Wondering what it is Trying to determine Exactly how I feel The purpose for my life I try hard to figure out When I think I have faith My mind is deep in doubt This empty feeling inside Crying out for help When I try to conquer life I only hurt my self I pick up the telephone Just to talk to my friend They had nothing to offer me Because my life is deep in sin This feeling that I have I fight hard to understand When I talk no one listen But I try hard to stand So many sleepless night My pillow all wet with tears My dreams say there's no answer And my faith is somehow sealed Am I tired of this life Or could I be depressed? Is this the weight of the world Or is it just a test? What is this feeling That's visible in my sight And what steals my dreams To keep me up at night? I try to be happy But I'm sad as can be Whatever this feeling is One day I must be free!