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This Battle in My Head

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This Battle in My Head

Why do I feel so alone?
Why must I have this feeling,
when His love is shown?
Why am I crying?

I hate how I deal
with everything thrown at me.
Why must I feel
like there's nothing I can achieve?

I know He's here,
and I know He cares,
but I always fear
that no one's there.

I feel as if 
everyone will leave me.
Almost as if
no one loved me.

When I know
everyone cares...
It's just hard to show,
I just wish they were fair.

I cry almost every night,
thinking of how to die,
of how this came into my sight,
how to say goodbye.

I'm sorry.
I know this isn't right.
I've just been lonely, 
all I want to do is to stop this fight.

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  1. Date: 7/2/2013 8:28:00 PM
    You are not alone. There are many who share your sorrows and many who have found ways to cope. You are not alone.

    Jusino Avatar Ana Jusino
    Date: 7/19/2013 2:40:00 AM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    Thank you. There are many times where I feel alone, I just have to remind myself that I am not.
  1. Date: 7/2/2013 12:26:00 AM
    Hi Ana, nicely written poem filled with sadness, Sometimes self acceptance is the only thing one needs. I enjoyed your poem very much Thank you Peter

    Jusino Avatar Ana Jusino
    Date: 7/19/2013 2:41:00 AM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    You are welcome, but I should be thanking you for complimenting my poem. I know I need to learn to have self acceptance and I am working on it. Thank you.