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I want to yell out and scream I want to lash out without being seen my smile hide the fist I clench the laughter sounds as if it's a cinch but inside tormented I sit- so clear yet unseen what this is what lies... ahead before this I've seen but inside quiet I sit- the circle of life I know it is but unknown in their eyes... her tears rip at my chains as another day is called his and inside I still sit- thee emotions the thoughts the prayers laugh to laugh,cry to release,hold to remember and this too shall pass as another rises so sets the sun that brings December and here inside I sit- numb to some strange to others a new an unwanted yet it is as I watch them gather in hope then part goodnight November as inside waiting I sit-