The Search

I can feel it welling up in me That dam so deep inside I feel the tension in my head The tears behind my eyes Im feeling so alone right now With confusion settling in And now the tears do start to fall And life becomes my sin I wonder bout the men I’ve met And the ones are here right now I don’t know why I can’t find rest Why power’s on their side. It’s not much I want, I do not think, Just someone I can love Someone to hold me peacefully With a kind and gentle art. I’m done with fights and nasty words Of people being grim Those people who just do not care Bout pain that cuts within