"the Loss of Touch" ( Thank You Pd)

Never in my head could I picture this Never in my heart have I ever missed Never in my soul have I felt so down Never on my face have I had such a frown Never before, has any of these feelings occured But the day that you left, is the day my vision blurred Things became complicated, I lost touch These feelings are so depressing, almost to much Where does this leave me, bewildered without clue Your gone, im down and all these things im going through What else is there, for me on this earth I feel so alone, I feel im not worth Not worthy of life, or taking a breath Sad to say, Im not even worthy of death Where do I begin, the roads seems so hard Im so out of touch, I let go of my guard I cant find healing, in anything at all Iv'e sunk lower than the ground there is no where else to fall From what Ive realized and from what I have been through I dont know what to do, or what to pursue I like a lost pup, Im out of directions When you left me, I lost all of my connections In the end of time, I will eventually come out of this hole Im in Hopefully with my head held high, So all you see is my chin I promise you this, I will never fall this deep Cause if there was a next time getting out would be to steep For now I will make it, but making it will suck Im all out of my good luck I will do this, and I promise this to you Because everything I have seen, been through, was something no one should have a clue A normal person, would of gave up and died But not me, I will not subside Subliminly I did this for me Woke up realized I could be free NEver again, Never again Will I go back to the way of everything I have been