The Curse of Lonliness

I can understand why a heart can become so cold How bitterness takes a threatening hold Why tis when loneliness inside becomes so bold And time has passed leaving u withered and old Tattered dreams scattered all about Nothing left of confidence ,just of doubt Back where you started on lifes roundabout Too tired to even stand up to shout Nothing left of me to claim So little to give does remain From anger I seem not to refrain Life oh life a miserable shame One day it will all change But who really knows For I've always been different My loneliness tis all that shows In my difference though I will shine And all will just turn out to be fine A place for me out there exists If I'm just willing to take the risks