Tears

I wipe away the tears so fast So that no one can see Cause I’m a man who takes a lot Of Pride in my masculinity To my family and friends I’m a rock, a mountain, a hill And to some I’m helping hand to help make their storm stand still They ask for advice from me Because they know I care Some times it makes a big difference Just knowing there’s some one there But no on knows how much I hurt Because I never let be known That the girl that I truly loves Lives so far and I feel so alone I count the seconds, the moments The hours, and the long lonely days When i can hold her and not let go And tell her how I miss her in so many ways I love her more than words can say And I have never felt like this before And sometimes when i miss her so much My tear just falls to the floor But I put on my poker face When I see any one coming around And just talk regular to the guys Maybe bout cars or some old favorite song But in my mind I keep hearing her voice And my heart long to feel he touch And every time I close my eyes I see the face that I love so much Some times I do need her so much And I does just don’t know what to do So I would just text her and say I love you And try to keep my emotions subdue And know it’s just a matter of time Until our hearts will beat as one And out of this sad lonely feelings A new and happy life will be born