Synonym?

As I flicker speedily through the channels on my TV screen, I pause because a man now lifts and anvil twice my weight above his head, Which begs the question: What is strength? And who put Webster in charge of nomenclature? I know thats one more than i promised, But honestly 2 questions is hardly and ******** in this hardcore **** of a topic. I stare and compare the circumference of his biceps, To the baseline i hear when my head rests on my mothers chest, At five feet two, one twenty who...thinks, No, Knows a bench-press would drop as rocks do sink... Two blinks wake me from my wandering slumber, Picturing my mother under a 300 pound paperweight... Maybe a defined pectoral major is a way strength is expressed i guess... I feel deceived because i was conceived through my perception of strength, Endurance through this devilish obstacle called life it was, Resistance through persistent manufactured happiness, Molded in the shape of a smile...it was, Having faith through the brutal unprotected rape of a heart, In part...it was, My mother personified it was and still should be, Its be all you can not be all you could be, Would be Easy to pick up a free weight whenever he or she hates, Debates Between chest or abs to suppress rehab... Love as a mother, before love of another... It was... FRESH WRITTEN