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Suicidal Voodoo

Chase the voodoo to sleep. sleepless freaks i see in the silver screens blocking the vision of me. there's no choice but to eliminate hate inundating the mind. please mute the voices haunting the airwaves making me blind. the big bad budding burden flashing red lights at every intersection. stealing away the insight i try to gain by using time for reflection.

It's a mess the way i test myself with deranged prophecies and bleak scenarios. replaying horror flicks in my head. blasting screams in stereo. all too often the worm hole shoots me to a mid evil castle of torturous devices. impaled in dreams that seem to be broadcasting punishment for succumbing to the world's entice and vices. but other times i fall victim to a good old fashioned "day-mare". people notice the self conversations and can't help but laugh and stare. I must say it's becoming difficult to blame them. if i can't learn to shake this voodoo, it's true my future's looking grim.

What do I do? they're gonna end up arresting me! Toss my ass in a padded room and throw away the key! and get i worry about getting sent away, the paranoia increases inside my head. i reach for medication increasing odds of ending up prematurely dead. I may be crazy, but don't take me for an idiot fool. and don't haze me about where my faith is, cus' this could just as soon be you. and i've learned enough to know that each and every one of us will die. and you may take me as insane, but me not taking my own life's got nothing to do with having a fear to fry. 

This is exactly why i choose to write as my mind fills up with crazy thoughts and throws fits. it's a therapy for me to try and work out all the kinks that make me sink, instead of cowardly throwin' in the towel n' calling it quits.

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  1. Date: 3/3/2012 6:16:00 AM
    I quite like my kinks write.. xx Hugs

  1. Date: 2/25/2012 5:11:00 PM
    GREAT reason to take up writing you have given, joey. VERY interesting stuff. cool title and images! Luv, Andrea

  1. Date: 2/25/2012 4:39:00 PM
    So good to hear from you J, enjoyed your sharing, takes a brave man to let it out, Shout Shout Let It All Out These Are The Things I Can Do Without, You know that song J, well, I don't shout enough either, I'm learning something here from you today, they don't call you Mr. Roboto for nothing, I am loving your human side, hugs to you, and kudos too. vie

  1. Date: 2/25/2012 4:28:00 PM
    You impress me, very well written! - oxox Anne-Lise

  1. Date: 2/25/2012 2:50:00 PM
    Complex work from a complex mind. Don't be to tough on yourself. Without mistakes we wouldn't have corrections. My 2 cents. Michael

  1. Date: 2/25/2012 6:18:00 AM
    hang in there. I've been in that place, and I know there are a few tricks to overcoming these things. The most important thing I can tell you is that you have to be loving and understanding to yourself. We are always giving those two things away to others, but mentally we beat ourselves up. Apply love and understanding to those things that are hard to live with. You are only human after all. hugs, Catie :)