Some Days

Some days I laugh sometimes when I think about you And I cry sometimes cuz I'm still without you Mostly your memories they all make me smile But they still tug at my heart every once in a while Some days It’s like you never left I swear I hear your voice and your footsteps It’s like I can feel your body against mine I'd stop breathing to rewind the time Some days Dear God please I kneel before you Ask him for a glimpse of you If I close my eyes I can smell the scent of you My soul pulling desperately just to feel the touch of you Some days I try not to think about not being with you But I was lost here before I found you Everything I do is for you My whole world surrounds you, you're so beautiful Some days I can't help but think about all the times that you saved me I'm overwhelmed by the guilt that I couldn't do the same thing They say that time will ease the pain But this time it hurts worse every day you're away Some days Every day that passes is another day that I'm stuck here without you I try to do the things we used to do It still makes me smile just to think of you I wake up waiting for bedtime so I can dream of you Some days I love it when it rains outside Lay under an open window and stare into the sky Pretend that the rain drops are tears from your eyes So a part of you is still alive Some days I'd never speak again for one last conversation with you Just to tell you everything that I meant to I wish you could feel how blessed I was to receive your love And how healing the pureness was of your beautiful soul, you're so beautiful.