So Damn Lazy

i don't know why i'm so damn lazy, i keep telling myself that it's not good. being lazy will get me no where fast, i'm not doing any of the things that i could. being lazy will not got me a job, nor will it feed us or keep us clean. i need a job to get the things i want, plus maybe that would keep from being mean. the main thing i want is my boys, so i can't be lazy, and go to work,too. i know this and tell myself this everyday, you would think that i'd get a glue. what will it take for me to see, i don't want to lose my boys you see. i need to wake up before that happens, that's not how i want things to be.