Everyday the sun shines
With a new glimpse of hope
that within myself, I hope shall rise...
Standing still on my own
when everyone else is moving on
including this wide world
and I do not know what to do
or even where to go..
Some day, i set a goal and move towards
and others, I just wander around
sometimes I fall, sometimes I reach
but it does not matter
because everyday I live,
every moment I breathe,
there is something new that life
shall always teach..
But I guess I need the will, to find the way
because each day I am just driven away
from my own defined self..
I let people down, as I surprise others,
I break good things, and hold to just what bothers
and at the end, there is no one to blame
because there is a new thing
that I shall gain..
Could be surrounded by a lot,
but special one is missing,
could have lots of smiles around
but something inside is so depressing..
It pulls me so much into my shell
that it makes me want so much to yell
But no one can hear me still....
Smiling tears filling my eyes,
lots of fears are fold inside
and I just wish
to get back in time,
when life was bright..
Or even..to find the strength
that shall drive me on, in this mess
and lead me to my self expressed
to the shore of happiness,
to the shore of pleasant and success..
Yet within me,. I am still confused and lost
But for real..
I know I am still blessed....