Silence of His Heart

he love her more than she ever know There are no words to describe The suffering that she has left In The wreckage of his heart inside Just when he needed her most She left his life empty with a void the walls of happiness we build are now completely destroyed she hates that she loves him and her heart says yes she thinks if she makes me suffer that she will love me less its only Because she loves him that She hates him so much She hates that she miss him And she hunger for his touch And the more she tries to fight it The stronger her love grows And when she tries to hide it The brighter love shows So she tells him things to hurt When she knows she don’t mean it And she is hurting both of them And in heart she wants to quit But he knows that she love him And it kills him that she’s a shame But he cant change the situation For this is real life not a game And it started to kill him slowly And the more she falls in love The more she would hurt him Until his will to live has dissolve He sits under the shower Razor in his hands There’s nothing to live for Blood running down his pants For so long She keeps peeling at his heart And she didn’t stop Till the flesh has fall apart He knows that without her There’s no life to be had And now his heart has stop beating She will no longer make him sad they found him in the bath tub and in the hospital he died she goes out to her balcony she holds her head and cried she keeps saying I love you omg god I love you so but it was to late now he will never know she was his life ,heart and soul she was his first and last love he couldn’t be with her in this world so he waits for her in the one above