Signing Off

--Goodbye--To my Addiction- The time has come to part, I will leave many with broken hearts If one day you call on me, I'm sad to say I will hold my tongue missing each one relentlessly I'm not doing this for me; I am doing this for you I could stay here and win, and not give in But, this soup bowl comes with demons and nasty shadows Demons and nasty shadows, taking and crashing my light Demons I had to fight off the entire time I was here Shadows hating the way I welcomed every poet with a happy cheer Demons and shadows whom drown in their selfish everyday pity. For those smiling on my departure, I want you to have this wonderful gift So please copy paste this moment from the bottom of my heart **I hope this gift brings you laughter, knowing I've been sad, these past few days, drying up my final soup tears** I will miss this part of what makes me ME -my love and lust for poetry. I agree with many I should never surrender to the envy of demonic dust Giving up the passion that completed a part of my soul for years But, the reality of life, is the life's I give and given when I make love happen In my heart I know it's time to give myself back to reality SO AT THE END I WIN, I'm the one who ends up with an everlasting smile I'll finally be free from this place, where most treated me unfair & unkind Free, from the negativity of the few who hide behind a dishonest disguise? Wait until you notice your soup bowl's going stale You will miss me, and I will miss you But, my enemy will miss me even more Reminiscing the times we spent hogging up 70% of blogs, Arguing and fighting over not agreeing with many thoughts. But, it was never the differences of opinions, it was more like--- Let's slay the Destroyer, a name like that should never be on top So please know I am sad, and this is not the way I want to go I'm not leaving you because I want to I'm leaving you because, the rumors are "The soup is better without the sweetness of the poet destroyer." The only big thing about me -was my heart not my ego I never claimed to be the best; You're the one who claimed I am good enough You took me in and returned my love In ways others could and would not accept. And for you my loving poet friends, and fans I will walk away with my dignity/integrity; I can CARELESS IF I PLACE OR DON'T PLACE IN YOUR CONTEST I guess I'm finally growing up In becoming the bigger/better poet. Signing Off ---Love The Poet Destroyer