Semse the Tense

I was told close it seems.. and I've seen how close is becoming.. I thought much "how will it be that been, being?" and am scared and prayed not to see the evil, along I learned days come like a blink and wondered how much have I done great.. I have seen a son of mother's and yet fatherless.. I got enough from a slave yet a master.. how good was the herd away from me where did the edge ends, men less women missed.. why was I been given leaves had it been I got NO farms the pain will have been in vain..