Self Contempt

Shadows of doubt invade my space Questioning the morals of my acts How can I begin to defend myself Being confronted with the basic facts Self-contempt and jealousies Have kidnapped my mortal soul Righteousness and purity Appear as conflicting goals The words “I’m sorry” cannot be found Right when I need them most I find myself sitting all alone Abandoned by the Father, Son and Holy Ghost It wouldn’t hurt me so much If I didn’t love her so If only I could forgive myself And simply let her know