Scars Left Behind

There are scars on my skin that nobody can see But they’re not the ones that last for all eternity I can’t believe that I’m going through all of this pain And as I keep it in, I’m becoming more insane As I grow and grow, it gets even stronger Why did you burn and sting me forever? Stuck in my past as I’m cutting my skin I hope that God forgives me for my following sin You are my father, so where is the affection? Do you hate me, because I’m not perfection? You burn, drown me, and sometimes a stab You ridicule me and in my eye I got a jab You tease me and beat me continuously If you didn’t want kids, why did you make me? I never asked to be born, why am I your mistake? Why don’t you try to love me for heaven sake? I am alone, just a stone that is bleeding I don’t really know why I’m still breathing Tired of life, nobody loves me There was no good beginning, but my life won’t end badly There is no escape, there is only death Now it is time to breathe m last breath Goodbye world, for life isn’t kind And dad I hope you’ll suffer, the scars I left behind By: Julie Alcin