Random Crap

why is everything falling apart? why is time going so slow? why is it nothing will go right? i cant handle this i cant handle the pain i cant handle the fights wishing to be happy wishing everything was ok wishing for how it use to be why is it all complicated? why is it all slowly disappearing? why is all this going wrong? i cant take how the emotions are running wild i cant take how everyone's acting different i cant take how bad this is hurting wishing all of it would pass wishing love could stand strong wishing broken hearts didn't exist why is it nothing works out? why is it my heart gets this caught up? why is it my mind wont stay still? i cant handle the tears i cant handle the depression i cant handle the thoughts that i think wishing i knew how to end the suffering wishing i knew how to imagine my life wishing i could just stop breathing why cant u just realize your the one? why cant you realize your all i want? why cant you see the pain your putting me through?