Poured Out and Wasted

Now there's been some times in my life and some situations That looked all impossible, but that dosn't mean I didn' face em I didn't hide and and I did'nt cry I took it like a Soldier looking the Devil in the eye And I seen a lot of evil and things that wasn;t pleasant Went through a lot of hell trying to find my piece of Heaven I seen a lot of hard times I never thought I would'nt see Changed a lot of heart's and mind's that never thought of me And you cuold say I've had a lot of friends And yeah! I've been betrayed by a kiss But I never thought I was slick I'll take the worse and never call it quits Never trust a b^tch, never love a ho Never let the Devil in my soul And all the times I felt cold Listening to my own voice echo Jailed and back for more Hoped and never let go Forbidden, restricted, trusted, but never loved Poured out and wasted But still I ain't never gave up