Pj

sometimes i still sit alone by the lake looking at the moon, the stars, the water looking at how perfectly they seem to blend together all the colors seeming to turn into one its beautiful the same dark shade of blue as your eyes its been three years since you left me and each year it gets harder. i know that it happened for a reason but it still hurts just like it did the first year i know that youre somewhere watching over me and i hope ive made you proud i think about you each day but this day gets harder every year thats why i still sit alone by the lake talking to you hoping to hear your voice again even though i know that wont happen it would be nice though to see you one last time to sit here with you at the same place where we met tears stream down my eyes "i miss you so much it hurts" and then there is nothing im alone here just like i have been for the past three years and im mad because you left me so suddenly sad because you were my best friend time to say goodbye i sigh and pick myself up off the cold ground, take one last look at the water, the moon, the stars and smile, all negative emotions leaving me because thats when i realize you made this beautiful for me.