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Frustrated Want all of this to be over To be dealt with Show up and face the truth Come to realize You screwed up bad Consequences follow Putting you behind bars Closing my eyes Flashbacks Of all the nightmares, terrors That you put us through Haunts me everyday Should have tossed you the first time I gave to many chances Also gave up long ago Now that baby boy That you called yours....ours Doesn't have a dad He never really did How do you live everyday With your choices and actions Does it not bother you at all? Leaves us with haunting memories for life I ain't a fool anymore I'm done with people like you You have many ongoing problems What the hell goes through that head of yours How could you hurt children Two innocent little boys Jail... behind bars Should be your permanent home You keep drinking, lying Hurting many people in the process Who has faith in you?! Your a complete failure You don't try to change or benefit yourself When you make a mistake You are always in denial When are you going to grow up... And take full responsibility for all your wrongs you hate how everything turned out Try to blame everyone else We all did what we had to do Which was the right choice Nobody did wrong but you!! Now... because of you Children are hurt Families torn apart Scarred for life