Paying a Visit

I still believe in patterns I don't know about you I remember this was the time I was running to you it was a Good Morning I'm visited by the dark cloud again as my depression sets in It's here because I'm not hiding anymore I don't think it was every really gone I would just ignore everything around me and pretend I'm oh so good at pretending I doing all that I used to I'm writing I'm daydreaming I'm giving out hopeless thoughts knowing that no one reads but it's good for me One day I'll be able to balance the two but only if I'm not buried first I need you to understand me and accept how I feel All I want is a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on Not someone that's going to fight in order to fix it I can do that on my own I need emotional support and I know you do to I hope this forecast is just passing and this depression isn't here to stay