Pangs of Love Never Dies In Diseased Minds

Nothing In his eyes i'm nothing in his eyes how did it get this way? i gave my all, gave my best but none the less he choose to take my child blindsided by the illusion of love i though he wanted me he make excuses about his childhood so why would you wanna  do that to your own child betray me in this way i'm nothing in your eyes no matter how hard i may try you want another i know you do i wanted you but you declare i want another pushing me in that direction telling other i disrespect you its a lie you know it you want another but you want me to make it easy give you a way out a reason to leave me lonely on skid row begging i'm done, you pervert i no longer seek peace between us you don't want it anyway, i know it, you know it you've made that loud and clear to me while blinding the minds of everyone else pretending to love, all the while showing me your true colors and your fake light to others i'm done, I'm nothing in your eyes and you made sure i'm nothing in the eyes of all men falling for your lies Ps. why am I'm such a horrible person why do some people see me as bad find fault where there is none finding error in me when i told the truth made the effort to be righteous not the self-centered person many make me out to be just mere slander, character assignation questioning my motives in all things make judgements based on perceive notions with no base, without foundation can i survive this persecution this all out attack on my rights to exist i'm nothing in anyones eyes ugghhscreamuuuuuggggggghhhhhhuuuuuugggggghhhhhhscream