Numb

I hate every inch of these scribbled words Stinging pungently inside my mind for quite a time Even the taste of disgust is in my lips In letting you know what I keep in this heart of mine Language has composure when it comes to you There’s always a reason to hold my tongue My mind is much stronger than my heart Yet the thought of you haunts in the silence of the dark It’s even deadly disturbing how I want you For reasons vaguely kept in my world Your personality is hard to paint This atmosphere does not work even if I’m blunt Nature will not and cannot lie The outside bubble may even say I’m crazy Yet they do not see what I see Every time my eyes set glance at your way Your choice of words and the little things you do And even if you stay frozen in a split second I like just the way you carry yourself Yet you are not sensitive enough.