Nothingness

Nothingness is always with me We go way back like the depts of the sea The deeper you go the darker the hole Nothingness has a tight grip on my soul It stays with me not loosening its hold I wish this nothingness would let me go Its never just me because it invades the mind With thoughts of darkness no light in sight Nothingness my new bestfriend a selfish one that will not bend Like a dark abyss that just destroys mangled inside like a broken toy Numb inside no words to speak Eyes on my face that do not see, Nothingness keeps me blind As the world moves forward I'm left behind In the arms of Nothingness I am caressed Like a comforted baby laying on nothingness chest