Nostalgia

I wish the days would come back, I wish the moment would come back, I wish the past would clash with the future, I wish it didn't seem like a dream, I wish history could repeat itself…….. The future seems so depressing, so uncertain……. Sometime I wake up wishing it was all just a nightmare……. Wishing you were still here….. I don’t like how the future looks, Although I don’t know what the future will hold…. But somehow, I know that things will be the same. And I know for a fact that I will never be the same. I wish I could rewind time & replay every moment spend with you. This feeling of nostalgia is sometimes too much to bear, because I miss you so much…… sometimes I see you right here beside me, teasing & mocking me like you always do, sharing the dark secrets you hold within, laughing at jokes which were not funny…….. and then I wake up realizing it wasn't real.