No Time

When I think it'll turn out fine
When I think God's on my side
Twisting in this humidity
Forcing down humility

So what now?
Where do I head?

Can it just be all said and done?

Everyday you wonder why 
I open just to say goodbye
Locking up my heart from you all
So that I can never fall

So what now?
Where do I head?

You know she ruined all I had won.

I bow down
Sold my soul to grief
Self-titled honor among thieves
Slice my sanity and

Bow down
Don't worry for me
Soon I will be free
They tell me to keep waiting 

And there's no time!
Her twisted crime
Left me to die
And crying "why?"

Symphony of screams from below
Writhing in a pulsing rainbow
Eternally knowing my life
And smiling when she did her strife

And what now?
Where do I head?

Time to know it's all said and done.

I know you only want to help me
Appreciated, but no please
I understand your question "why"
Because I'm itching for my last goodbye

And what now?
Where do I head?

I don't want you to know.

Don't want you to get your mind inside
Just one more time and I might die
Every time I try it out
I end up in a bloody shout

Oh, what now?
Where do I head?

And this place has nothing for me now.

Criminals and slovenly scum
Only thoughts of their's are their own
No one's left at all and I stand
Self-exiled to no man's land

Oh, what now?
Where do I head?

There's no time for regrets now.

Copyright © Derek Chos | Year Posted 2012

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