No One Has Been

I am so tired of thinking My every thought... the very idea at it Every one way speculating The every one solution to ever seek Against a vast majority Have I a win? I am however a singularity My life... no one has been My visual for every dream Explicit upon every wake Life as compared to mean Have you a dream too late? Were you dreaming or living? Am I either? I am believing, I am deceiving Are you ever? I thought... I am thinking Can I not stop it all? An existence to be living My life... I still wonder in awe