My Lie

I am searching the person I once was wishing so bad I could find her again she hurt so bad that she ran and hid and hasnt been seen since I usta be kind gentle and warm but I turned cold a ***** full of scorn But I am ok Shes perfectly numb she was sweet and oh so kind but though out life she found out she was blind she wanted to help people and heal the world but purpose was lost so she figured why bother I might as well live just like my father so she hid behind a bottle of anger and lies getting to drunk to remember where she hides she lies awakes at night and screams and crys cause noones around to witness her lie By.Jessica bowie