My First Day a Woman

I feel so left Nothing feels right This is my first day I never knew what it really feels Not until today My first day a woman Nothing feels right I will find a way to change back I miss my beard infact i miss MANHOOD Damn! everything there ever is I thought being a woman was fun What was i thinking? My breasts are too heavy I can't carry them all day long I can't even find a bra my size Who is these i call my husband, a HE? Damn! am i menstruating? What do i do to end the flow? I think am gonna die! Is it spoilt blood? Dose it mean i have too much blood? What does it mean to be pregnant? Well i'll save that question for another day Where my balls at?