My Death Awaits

Why am i troubled and bleeding out Stuck with surrender completed with doubt Slowly i'm healing greater is the pain It's hard to say what i'm feeling Because it's eating me away Desperate for answers I scream in agony. As the hole starts to broaden It's power growing with hate Leaving me in trouble as my death awaits Every ounce that is hope Is being torn from my soul Death has been surrounding It's call has deafened me. Bringing me to my knees If only, if only, I begin to pleed But i know that it has won Because those that surround me Have said it enough death, dead, why If only, if only, as they begin to cry